All I have to say..

Of half the things I feel, I do not show,
Of half the feelings I show, few have thought to spare..

Of most people I've met, I do not know,
Of most people I know, do not care...

Of all the happiness they give, I tend to sow,
Of all the happiness I reap, I strive to share...

Of all the walls I hit, I try to grow,
Of all the times I grow, my inner child despairs...

Of all the falls I take, of all the times I break,
Of all the love I crave, of all the nightmares I brave,
Neither you'll ever know..
Nor I'll ever show..

A Leap of Love

I stood alone on the brink of time,

without a line of care...

Endless years I've tried to hide,

from the love I could not bear...

I sealed the roads, I blocked the paths,

not a door was left ajar...

I saw the world reveling in love,

while my heart crept in the dark...

My Gray Sun

In the dying flickering candle flame,
I see my memories burn.
A pen in stand, a bare sheet at hand,
and flashes of old times return.

Reveling in Love

To all those who've tasted happiness...
To all those who've given someone a reason to smile...
To all those who've made someone's world a better place....
To all those who've been touched by love...

Memories fade away. Love alters. Feelings weaken.
Time has a funny way of making us feel whole again - burying the past and building a future in denial.

A decade down the line, or maybe two, what we truly long for is not a face or a person. It's not even something tangible for that matter. It's the very emotion - the way your heart swelled at the sight of someone, the peace that filled the very pores of you just by knowing that they are there. Just the thought that you were loved or that you too were capable of loving someone. It's that empty space inside of us which we long to fill. But sometimes some losses are too painful to be canvassed.